#because i feel like im just annoying them and being way too needy because i cant regulate my fucking emotions

[lycanthian]

i should really come with a warning label. WARNING: gets weirdly susceptible to thought spirals at the end of november

[burntb4bydoll]

I need so bad some Tokio Hotel member with a shy reader frrr, like she being shy and they being sweet, that's some hot shit.

Im actually pretty shy myself irl🤞dont be in my comments calling this cringe either, i think its so annoying when people shit on other people for wanting shy reader fics. it literally makes no sense to me because if you dont like it then dont read it🥰

Tokio Hotel with a shy s/o headcanons (slightly NSFW)

Bill kaulitz

•he can be a little shy himself, but for the most part hes pretty extroverted

•definitely makes sure that the attention is on him instead of you. He’ll make a fool out of himself if he needs to

•thinks its so damn cute when you get all shy and flustered when he compliments you. The shy smile on your face is his favorite thing in the world

•he will totally tease you about it too. The way you hide your face in his shirt makes him smirk so hard

• “aww its okay, sweetheart. No need to get all shy.” And he says that in the most teasing voice ever while stroking your hair

•loves when you can barely look him in the eyes, he thinks the way you get so nervous just because hes looking at you is very endearing

•makes you look into his eyes while he gives you head😇 if you look away, he slaps your thigh lightly and raises his eyebrow at you until you can hold eye contact with him

Tom Kaulitz

•omg hes such a little tease about it

•he always brings up when you get flustered or embarrassed

• “whats wrong, baby? You getting all shy on me?” LIKE STFU YES I AM

•hes a big attention grabber when you go out in public due to being famous and also being a attractive guy with good fashion sense, but he tries to distract you so that you dont get uncomfortable

•points out random things and just talks about random things to make you stop thinking about all the eyes on you

•will fight anyone who makes you feel bad about being shy. It’s completely normal and okay to be shy and he won’t let anyone tell you otherwise

•you get so embarrassed cuz you get all teary and needy when he fucks you. So he makes sure you know how good you’re doing 🤭

“It’s alright, you’re doing such a good job for me baby. My pretty little slut, hm?”

Georg Listing

•lord he is THRIVING

•strong believer that he would love a shy s/o

•he finds your bashfulness extremely refreshing and adorable. I think overly confident people would kinda annoy him so he likes that you’re humble and keep to yourself

•loves to give you random compliments just to see your eyes go wide and your hands come up to cover your face

•he pulls your hands away and tilts his head at you, trying to get you to look at him

“What’s wrong, babydoll? All I did was call you pretty. It that too much for you?”

• if you get too nervous to talk to workers or order your own food, he 100% does it for you

•he will make you use your words if you want something, because he knows how embarrassed you get and he thinks its so hot.

“Come on, you know you gotta use your words if you want something. Just tell me what you want and I’ll give it to you.” So you gotta tell him when you want him to fuck you or else he’ll pretend like he doesn’t know what you want cuz hes an asshole🙄

Gustav Schäfer

•tbh he doesn’t really know how to help you at the beginning of your relationship

•he sees you getting embarrassed and just awkwardly rubs your back😭 HES CONFUSED LEAVE HIM ALONE

•but once he gets more comfortable, he knows what to do to help you feel better

•likes when you hide in his side or hide your face in his arm, it makes him feel important😇

•doesn’t even ask if you want him to order your food for you, he does it on his own. He’ll ask you what you want before its time to order so that he doesn’t have to ask you mid order

•HATES when people laugh at you for being shy. A lot of jealous fans like to make fun of you but he always makes sure to tell them off. No one talks bad about his s/o, he doesn’t care if they’re “fans” or not.

•he’ll always make sure you’re comfortable during sex, he would hate if you felt like you couldn’t tell him what you do and dont want

“Is this okay? I know you get shy, but I need to know what you want, honey. You want my fingers? Thank you for telling me, such a good girl/boy/baby.”

[cyberkitty1]

can you pls write e42!miles x crybaby!reader? i feel like he might not react the best initially to a very emotionally sensitive gf but he would come around (probably to aaron's dismay)

Things have been rocky between you and Miles lately. You feel he hasn’t been paying attention to you lately and you know its not just you being needy because his mom and Aaron see it as well!

You call him to ask if he wants to hang out with you today:

hey miles, ive missed you baby! how hve you been?

you hear an annoyed sigh on the other end of the phone.

Ok, supongo que ¿qué hay de ti?

good! I wanted to know if you may want to hang out with me today?

no, I’m busy

but we haven’t been on a date in weeks

i know I’m just busy with work, i cant talk right now. Bye

wait-

click

he hung up on you? He doesn’t hang up without saying bye? Thats new.

- couple days later -

you decided to show up to his house with his favorite foods. Rio answers the door. “¡Ay, mi bebé, estás aquí! Cómo ha estado” “¡He estado buena! Y usted, ¿cómo está señora Morales?” “Buenas gracias por preguntar ¿por qué estás aquí?”

Oh um I haven’t seen Miles in a while and he hasn’t been answering my calls or texts.

Rio gives you an annoyed look “ i’m sorry hunny he’s been really busy” “yea, is it ok if i just put this in his room and leave?” “yes of course!”

So you make your way to his bedroom waving to Aaron. You open the door to see him playing games on his computer. you wonder to yourself is this what he’s been doing instead of replying to you?? interesting.

He turns around to see you but doesn’t say anything. “Hola, mi príncipe, sé que has estado ocupado últimamente, ¡así que te traje comida!” you say smiling. “ ok….just put it on my dresser.” he says sounding a but annoyed. “ ok, i also came here to talk to you” you said said standing behind him.

There was an odd silence between you guys “ well aint you here now? speak.” You were caught off guard a bit.” Yea umm are you upset with me or something? I call you and text you but your not replying.”

He sighs pausing his game “ so i always have to talk to you or something? Like can i not be tired now?” he say’s defensively. “ nonono I mean i call and text you but you will leave me on read or you just decline my calls. Did i do soemthong to make you upset, tell me.” he rolls his eyes “ you doin’ too much, i cant do this anymore” he whispers.

you look at him shocked “ what did you say?” tears filling your eyes. “ he stands backing you into the door. your eyes where already filled with tears willing to spill. “ I said I cant do this anymore! you always wanna call me and text me ma, you cry all the time like now! look you’re gonna cry.”

He says getting all in your face. You are way too stunned to speak. You open the door walking out. At this point you’re crying, mascara all over your face.

Coming down the stairs you see Aaron and Rio watching TV. Aaron speaks first “ what happened are you ok?” you look at them for a split second “ no um i’m just gonna go home, good night” voice cracking.

Aaron and Rio look at each other. “ Ill go talk to him” Aaron says.

—————————————

Part 2!

not really proof read.

im using a different app for translations!!

[vampirebloodie]

Saw Characters and what are they like in bed (Headcanons)

Warning: NSFW Smut 18+

Mark Hoffman

His favorite hobby is taking out a stressful day at work on your body.

He is an aggressive and not kind guy, but if you asked him, he would make an effort to be as soft as possible.

Biting, choking, slapping, hair pulling and various marks on your body would be common, he loves to show other people that you have an owner

Sex anywhere and everywhere without shyness and fear of being caught, if he feels horny it doesn't matter, he will fuck you right there or even drag you to a nearby bathroom

He likes to inject his sperm into you and see it running down your pussy, it gives a feeling of power

Call him "daddy" and watch this man become a machine that will make you cum for hours and hours

Condoms doesn't exist in his world

He loves seeing your ruined makeup stain your face while he calls you the most humiliating names possible

“Look at this pathetic slut finishing herself on my dick. How embarrassing."

Handcuffs? Oh yes, he would make a point of pinning you to the bed with them

He is a little cold, but then he would take care of you and your bruises, with ointments and kisses

Peter Strahm

Only his face seems to be rude, he is so sweet, always careful for fear of hurting you, always asking if you're okay and if you're comfortable

“Beautiful, im not hurting you, am i? Tell me if it hurts and i ll stop.”

At one point it gets annoying and you just ask him not to be so careful, maybe you might regret it later, because he will definitely destroy you

He likes to be called sir and agent, while he calls you darling, princess, beautiful

“You like it when this agent destroys your pussy, don’t you, princess?”

Praise kink???? praise kink!!!!!

His ties would be used to make it impossible for you to see

He would be a little afraid of cumming inside you and the results come in 9 months, but when he was horny, this would be totally ignored

He thinks the size of his hands are perfect for marking your neck and ass

After it was over, he would make a point of giving you a massage and buying some sweets for you to eat

Adam Faulkner-Stanheight

He is a super shy boy, when he see your naked body his cheeks would turn red immediately

This boy loves boobs and is obsessed with them, he likes to squeeze, lick, suck, play with your nipples

Talking about nipples, this is definitely the most sensitive part of his body, when your nails drag there it can be enough to make him squirm

Moans moans moans MOANS >>>LOUD<<<

Whimpers and tears are already part of him

He is so submissive that you feel sorry, if you told him to lick your feet he would do it right away

“Please mommy, i ll do whatever you want, let me inside you... I just want to cum, im so needy...”

Mommy kink??? Mommy kink!!! The more you are in a higher position than him, the more he likes it.

You are his world, he will do anything you want, he doesn't care, he just want you to feel good and satisfied

He is a baby!!! after sex he would stick to you like a bug just to get some affection from you, please take care of him!

Amanda Young

A super versatile woman, but who hates being the submissive in the relationship

She likes to see you writhing beneath her begging for more

A toy collector, she would buy the biggest ones just to test them on your pussy

Strapons are her favorite and your ass was her favorite thing too

“This hungry ass swallows this cock so well, im so proud of my girl, hm?”

She can be a little sadistic and likes to make you feel pain, but if you told her you didn't like it, she would stop right away

Public places? Public places!!!

She's not afraid of anything, she's faced a lot in her life, having sex in public wouldn't affect her in any way

John would always warn you to make less noise, but who said she cares about that?

Then she would lie with you, stroking your hair until you fell asleep and thanking you for being in her life

Lawrence Gordon

Oh Doctor Gordon, even outside of work he loves to play doctor and patient with you, making you take off your clothes for a very specific routine "exam"

“We need to do an exam, i see that you are not very well, i will have to analyze the inside of you...”

He's the ultimate romantic in the world, he would never have the courage to have rougher sex with you, but if you insisted a lot, who knows, maybe some hair pulling and slapping would happen?

He would definitely cum inside you with the intention of getting you pregnant and making you both stay connected forever

If you were on a date and he felt horny, he would pay the bill immediately and take you to his car

He loves seeing you in colorful lingerie and would buy several for you to wear only with him in intimate moments.

He cares more about your pleasure than his pleasure, if you cum? He will be happy and satisfied. If he doesn't cum? Who cares, then he would masturbate and that's it

He's the type of guy who takes a while to come, so your sex lasts a long time but always leaves you wanting another piece of him

Quickies at his doctor's office? Why not?

Your favorite food, lots of sweets, affection and a good and delicious bath would be prepared just for you after sex

[elstoy]

im thinkin abt loser!els and it being her n readers first time together... shes all nervy and worried so reader has to guide her a little at first (moving her hands, etc) n eventually els gets worked up enough that she forgets abt being nervous and starts fucking readers brains out bc shes been waiting to do it for soooo long :(

also, can i b 🎀 anon? <3

mhm u understand me cuz this is somehow so canon ellie. i also yes!!!!

i can just picture those veiny hands of her holding a certain type of tremor to them when they meet your waist for the first time. ‘n the kiss is heated, so much more heated than your previous ones, needy tongues meshed together and small puffs of air leaving both of your chests. and ellie is confident when it comes to kissing you because she’s done it loads before, so she knows you like it and how you like it, but this is just… different.

so when she breaks the kiss just to move her head back and look at your beautiful face, she knows what this is leading to. immediately— she goes back to chasing your mouth, but this time her hands roam over your waist. they go up, and up…, landing close to your ribcage. she’s not grabbing nor squeezing but her touch has a certain pressure, a tightness to it. you break the kiss yet again, a clear string of spit connecting your lips to her pouty ones. “i like kissing you”, she utters with that raspy voice of hers. you blush, a shy smile creeping up on your heated cheeks. “me too”, you voice, and although it’s quiet it lingers. when ellie pushes her tongue back into your mouth, a groan leaves her chest with a bucking of your breasts forward. her hands — still on your ribcage, crawl upwards with her fingertips. you want her hands on you, it aches, but ellie seems to keep them glued right there. you place your palm on the back of her hand, pushing it upwards towards your breasts. she’s hesitant, humming a question into the kiss, but like a knee-jerk reaction, she squeezes and then hisses at the feeling. a husky “fuuuck” escapes her mouth.

as confident as you seem to be with letting her touch you right there, she is still doubtful of herself. you? prettiest girl she’s ever seen, letting her fondle you all over? your reaction is what pushes her — a small squeaky whine. she squeezes again, relishing in the way your tits seem to fit perfectly in her palms even if they don’t, in the way the fat feels so warm between her fingers, but she finds a new enemy to despise — that spongey annoying bra. coming up for air, ellie examines your expression in her mind and comes to a conclusion: you’re needy, just as much as she is.

“off?” she signals towards your chest with a chuckle. “mhm” you hum, nodding feverishly.

and that’s only just second base, damn.

(i will write this in length 🎀 anon with the fucking your brains out later <3)

[revehae]

i’m not asking you to write for wonbin but if you ever do js know i wiillllll be there !

yall have finally did it yall have won yall have Cracked me i hope youre happy bc i kinda am… i had this idea before he cut his hair now im feeling like that one harry styles fan tweet and i don’t even stan fr

warnings: drug use, addiction, is this dubcon idk

wc. 670

dealer!wonbin x (f) rich!reader.

wonbin knew you wouldn’t turn down his offer. not in the state that you were in, moody and tense as ever. the girl he’d seen around here and there at parties hadn’t come back around, not since he’d first seen her bump a line or two, and she’d been replaced by you.

what you had become over the months, at least.

not that wonbin would have it any other way. he liked having you kind of dependent on him, knowing he was the first person crossing your mind when you needed a fix. but the brief interactions, meeting you at a party or somewhere shady at night, your car window rolling up as quickly as it had gone down, weren’t enough anymore.

“no.”

“no?” you repeated, like the entitled, spoiled rich girl you really were deep down. wonbin had to give you credit, you cloaked it well, but when you were desperate, you showed your true colors. “what do you mean no?”

wonbin grinned playfully, in a way that he knew would aggravate you. “i mean, i set everything aside for my buddy, and i don’t have enough for you right now.”

you rubbed your nose and ran a finger through your hair, exhaling exasperatedly. “well, tell him to wait. i need it more than he does! is he paying you? i’ll pay you twice as much!”

there you went, offering him your pocket money, throwing it away like it was nothing just for a second of your high. but wonbin didn’t need your money. selling cocaine to recklessly needy addicts like yourself was a very lucrative business.

he shook his head. “sorry, that’s not gonna cut it. but i thought of something better.”

you were in the middle of losing what was left of your mind when wonbin said that and your eyes immediately snapped back to him, fixed to him before he could even get the words completely out.

“i’ll give you two grams if you let me fuck you,” wonbin said casually, a wild grin tugging at his lips. “six grams if you let me do it raw.”

you were a little reluctant at first, but wonbin wasn’t surprised when you finally caved, thinking to himself, that was too damn easy.

because he was nice, wonbin let you snort a line before he touched you, but he was on top of you not a second later. in spite of that, he didn’t move like he was in any particular hurry, snaking a hand up your shirt and pressing his lips against your lips. then your neck, your collarbone, your belly. almost affectionately, almost.

it started to work you up quickly, and you even got annoyed, tugging at his hair, but wonbin didn’t care. matter of fact, he could feel his body getting hotter, burning a thousand degrees. he wanted to savor every second of you, every touch of you, every smell of you.

wonbin really liked the smell of you. the sweet scent helped masked the madness underneath when you were like this. he leaned in to sniff your hair, your neck, your clothes, your hands.

it made his dick twitch in his pants and he couldn’t control himself anymore, yanking it free so that he could steer himself between your open, inviting legs, moaning shakily and blowing his hair out of his eyes as he pushed into you. 

knowing that only a few months ago, your dignity would have never let you consent to something like this, wonbin almost felt bad. he may have sold the drugs, but he never touched them otherwise. too many people he had seen wind up like you, selling themselves out for a moment of ecstasy.

but he wasn’t so different. your cunt squeezed and throttled the life out of his cock. sweat was the reason your body clung to his. you were muttering his name, dragging red lines down his back with your fingernails. and for the time being, there was nothing wonbin wouldn’t do for his moment of ecstasy.

[gorgonwrites]

bound to you, part 3

diluc x fem!reader

wc: 1, 844

author's note: im really edging all of us with this rn goddamn

cw: fem!reader, 18+, no *actual* smut in this chapter but smut from last part is mentioned, MDNI!!!, mentions of anxiety, reader is DEF hiding her feelings, diluc is a soft man because i say so. cheesy "where is my wife" mentioned bc i live for that shit

Did you really leave your door open? You frowned, sitting up in your bed. You were almost positive you closed it, but you had been so needy earlier that your memory felt blurry. You were quiet, though, and no one had a room near your chambers. You fell back onto your pillows, looking out your window at the night sky. Did you really just come undone on your fingers, singing praises to your absent husband? The thought annoyed you, reminding yourself that Diluc pulled away from your touch just this afternoon. You rolled your eyes at the thought and turned away from your window. You considered whether or not you really wanted to know more about your husband, or if your lust earlier had completely clouded your mind. It was definitely lust, nothing more you reasoned. As you kept going over the afternoon’s events, you slowly drifted to sleep in hopes of coming to a better conclusion tomorrow. 

“What do you mean he left this morning? I thought he was finished with business for the season?” you were interrogating Adelinde while you ate your breakfast. Diluc had left the winery and no one knew when he would return. 

“Like I said my Lady, sometimes Diluc has to go away for weeks on end. It can be sudden, but we get along just fine. Don’t worry too much, okay?” you stared at her and finally let out a huff. 

“He said he would spend time with me,” you grumbled, “Not that I care. He can’t stand being near me anyways.” you quickly added after seeing Adelinde’s satisfied smirk as you pouted over your husband’s absence. As she began to clear your dishes from the table, you crossed your arms over your chest. How long would he be away this time? 

After a few days of following Adelinde around begging her to give you anything to do, you finally gave up. Your restlessness knew no end, and you were close to leaving the manor to travel back to Fontaine just to have something to do. As you began to actually consider that thought, there was a loud knock on the manor’s front door. You excitedly bolted to the entrance of the manor, ready to give your husband a piece of your mind. You ran past several maids who were also making their way down to the parlor to greet their unannounced guest. You arrived at the door out of breath, and stood for a moment to compose yourself and smooth your hair before you opened it. To your dismay, it wasn’t your husband on the other side. A young woman with ears and two tails stood in front of you with a package. 

“Lady y/n? Kirara. I have a delivery here for you from Liyue!” you stared at her, dumbstruck. You didn’t know anyone from Liyue. Confused, you remained silent. Kirara furrowed her brows, checking her delivery address again. 

“Lady y/n. That’s you, right? This is the Ragnvindr residence?” 

“Ah, yes it is, I apologize for my behavior. I’ll take that.” You gently took the package from her hands, and smiled as the young woman ran off to continue her delivery route. You looked at the name on the package. Lady y/n Ragnvindr. It still felt strange seeing your husband's last name after your own. Feeling the maid’s eyes on you in the parlor, you excused yourself to your chambers where you could open the box privately. 

You sat on your bed with the package in your lap, carefully snipping the strings that held it shut. You opened it and found beautiful red packaging paper inside with a small note on top. It read:

I have heard that this is the best paint in all of Teyvat, hand crafted by an Adeptus here in Liyue. Use them to your heart’s content.

-D

It couldn’t be. You continued to unwrap your gift, only to discover an assortment of paint that you had only ever dreamed of. It was indeed handcrafted by a reclusive Adeptus from Liyue, and it was incredibly expensive. Considering all of the colors your husband purchased for you, it meant he had given up a hefty sum for them. Your breath hitched in your chest, and you brought the note to your lips. What would you paint? You briefly thought about repainting Diluc’s portrait but you were quickly engulfed by embarrassment just at the thought. What about the Winery? And the vineyard! They were two things that were incredibly important to your husband. You bolted upright and immediately began gathering your things to set up an easel and canvas outside for the perfect view. 

After Adelinde helped you set up your easel on a hill across from the Winery, you quickly got to work. The paints were so smooth and so pigmented you wanted to jump from the excitement. You spent hours that afternoon painting, your mind drifting off peacefully as you worked. Each day you woke up, ate breakfast, and spent hours on that hill trying to capture your home on the canvas perfectly. After a week, you felt you were close to being finished. You just needed a hint of azure blue to finish the sky. You turned too quickly and knocked your paints and brushes all over the ground. With a huff, you crouched to clean up your mess. 

Diluc was relieved to be home. He was only gone for a week and a half this time, but he was exhausted. Adelinde greeted him in the parlor, delegating tasks to the maids so he didn’t have to lift a finger as soon as he walked inside. He sighed with relief. 

“Thank you, Addy. I’m happy to be home.” Adelinde tsked at the old nickname, but she greeted Diluc with a smile.

“Welcome home, Master Diluc. Would you like to change into something more comfortable?” He did, actually, and he wanted to find you as well to apologize for his abrupt absence. While he had been almost too worn out to venture out to Liyue to tie up some loose ends on wine deliveries to Sumeru, he was grateful for the distance after accidentally stumbling upon you touching yourself as his name fell from your lips. 

Damn it, he thought. Of course he was rock hard as soon as the memory flared in his mind. He changed slowly, to let himself regain his composure before he started searching the manor for you. He first went to your chambers, prepared to be more careful than last time. Your door was ajar, though, and he stepped inside only to be greeted by the quiet breeze blowing in from your window. He slowly explored the room, trying to control his urge to pry. He did, however, notice a note at your bedside. It was the handwritten note he sent with your paints. Seeing it set out made him smile, his anxiety being replaced with a warmth blooming in his chest. He moved on, searching the main rooms and even the kitchen in the manor. His anxiety crept back into its permanent home in his chest, and he quickened his pace. He became increasingly stressed after each room, realizing there was no sign of you anywhere. Diluc found Adelinde again in the parlor, agitated.

“Where is my wife?” it sounded more aggressive than he intended, but he was beginning to tire from your continued pushing of his boundaries. He’d give you anything Teyvat had to offer, if only you’d ask. He simply wanted you to stay within the safety his manor provided while he was away. 

“Your wife is outside working, Master Diluc.” Adelinde’s usual playful tone was absent from her voice. Diluc rubbed his palms over his face, ready to crack. This was another boundary you continued to push. He appreciated the enthusiasm you displayed, truly he did. He knew his employees adored it about you as well, but as the Master and last remaining heir of the Ragnvindr clan, he felt there were expectations he needed to meet. One of them being his wife not working tirelessly out in the vineyards. Normally Diluc could care less for expectations but with the Lords of Fontaine breathing down his neck, he became increasingly aware that he sometimes needed to play by the rules. He took a slow breath, and thanked Adelinde before heading out to find you. 

You finished cleaning up the last of your brushes, carefully picking out each strand of grass that was entangled in the bristles. Satisfied with your work, you turned around and slammed right into your husband's broad chest. You look up, only to see his amused face looking back at you. He seemed relieved about something. You push away from him, trying to create some distance between you. He reaches out and swipes a smear of green paint from your sunburned cheeks. 

“Beautiful.” he whispers, his touch lingering. You see the crinkles around his eyes form and you chance a quick look at his lips. 

“The painting, of course.” Diluc grins as your expression sours. You could only grumble wordlessly in response. You turned away, hoping to put the final touches on your painting in peace. Your husband didn’t leave, though, and you became increasingly fidgety under his watchful gaze. 

“I don’t think I meant to paint for an audience when I came out here.” you were doing everything you could to stifle the joy you felt knowing Diluc was home. The manor felt emptier than usual when he was gone this time but you’d never admit that. You began to consider backing out of your plan of giving this painting to him- it felt too personal. Though you did consider the paints he bought you to be a very personal gift, even if he had no idea that you’d always wanted them. 

“You’ve been putting them to good use, I see.” he sounded proud of himself. 

“Yes, I have.” you turned and met his gaze, “Thank you, so much. I actually painted this… for you.” You felt a flush rising to your cheeks and you hoped your face was pink enough to disguise it. He tilted his head, and glanced between you and the painting. You continued,

“I know they cost a fortune. You shouldn’t have.” 

“It's the least I could do for you, after leaving so quickly. I wanted to apologize for my absence.” That was a first. Usually Diluc came and left the winery without a word. Up until recently you both had avoided each other easily, unconcerned with unnecessary chatter. 

“Oh, I- please don’t apologize. I understand how busy you are, there’s no need to dwell on it.” you began to turn away again, but Diluc caught your hand in one of his own. This time it was you that recoiled from the sudden touch, surprised that he’d reach out to you so casually. Your gazes locked, and you could feel your steeled resolve melting by the second. 

“Master Dil- ah… Diluc. Would you like to paint with me this afternoon? 

[ailendolin]

was wondering what your thoughts are on the prank alison played on thomas? Cuz on one hand, yeah, it was wayyyyy more harsh than any of the pranks played on the others and was the only one that was deliberately designed to strike him where it hurts especially since she knows about his history with isabelle

but on the other hand, i think she just likes everyone else more than thomas? and who can blame her when he's been disrespecting her boundaries for years. Kitty can be needy but its different with a younger sister type character who just wants affection vs thomas who has been hitting on her for years even though she's very clearly happily married

im not sure where i stand on this

Thank you for this ask, anon! I've actually been meaning to make a post about the prank in 5x01 so this is the perfect excuse to finally get around to writing it.

But before I do that, I just want to stress that my opinion is just that - an opinion. I've been getting quite a few Thomas asks recently and while I do appreciate that very much because I love to talk about him, my interpretation of his character is just one of many and it's perfectly fine if you or anyone else sees things differently. My take on him doesn't hold more weight than any other.

With that being said, here are my thoughts on the prank and Thomas's vs. Kitty's behaviour - long post incoming:

I'm probably in the minority here but I found Alison’s prank on Thomas downright cruel, especially when you compare it to her other pranks. It wasn't some harmless fun - that prank was designed to hurt him, and I think that crosses a line. Because Thomas, for all his annoying habits, for all his ridiculous love declarations and inability to take a hint, has always backed down when Alison told him to. He hasn't stopped altogether (which technically speaking is partly Alison's own fault because of the, "I could kiss you," line and not just his for lack of trying) but whenever she gets fed up with him, he actually listens and shuts up - which I think is something people often tend to overlook.

Also, Thomas's 'love' for Alison is a theoretical thing: something for him to fixate on that is safe because he knows nothing will ever come of it. It's why we only ever see him 'fall in love' with living women who are, by nature, out of his reach. Thomas doesn't really want to be with them. It's why he downright panics when Alison seems to return his feelings in 5x01. He likes the idea of taking a walk with her in the gardens and holding her hand; the thought of kissing her under the mistletoe - the romantic ideal of it. But 5x01 makes it quite clear that he never expected it to become real, and that he isn't as keen on physical intimacy as he sometimes pretends either. I don't think he's ready for the vulnerability that comes with loving someone and being loved in return, and him dying alone and unloved plays a huge role in that. Because that's how he ghosts too. And I don't mean that in a romantic way. Thomas isn't particularly close to any of the other ghosts, not like Julian and Robin are, or Fanny and the Captain. He doesn't have a best friend because he's always the butt of the joke and no one takes him seriously or even pretends to like him. Is it really a surprise he clings to a love that is safe because it only exists in his mind?

That doesn't change anything for Alison, of course. But I'll go so far as to say she never even tried to understand him. The way she treated him when he came to her to talk about his death showed that. If she'd been as gentle and understanding and patient with him as she was with the Captain during the therapy session and actually listened and talked to him, the whole 'love' thing could have probably been resolved early on. But as was mentioned here, there are moments when she even encourages his behaviour and seems to miss his attention. That's sending very mixed signal to someone who is desperate for love, and makes her prank even more cruel. Given the circumstances, it's obviously understandable that out of her ghostly family she likes him the least as you mentioned (I think her listing him as a con for staying at Button House is pretty much proof of that) but it just feels like she's never really made an effort when it comes to him and just like the ghosts, never gave him the chance to open up. Instead, she uses his deepest pain against him with her prank, once again not taking the hurt he felt over his death seriously, and that's just not right.

On the matter of Kitty: it's interesting that you use the phrase "disrespecting boundaries" for Thomas and the word "needy" for Kitty because I'd actually say it's the other way around. People always regard Thomas's behaviour as creepy because his love for Alison is (seemingly) of a romantic nature whereas Kitty's love is regarded as sisterly and thus deemed acceptable and even sweet. But I've actually gone through every episode of series 1 once to note down all the times the ghosts cross lines with Alison and you know what? It's Kitty who does it most severely (along with Mary). The most Thomas does is phase through Alison's bedroom wall once without being invited in and looking through the bathroom door while Alison is showering (where the others are present so this was clearly part of the plan to haunt her for which Thomas, predictably, volunteered). Kitty, however? She's in Alison's bed twice and watches her and Mike sleep another time. I don't know about you but I'd rather have someone walk into my bedroom once than wake up with a stranger in my bed or in my room.

But maybe that's just me. So let's take a look at Kitty's 'sisterly' behaviour. The biggest difference between her and Thomas is that Kitty doesn't back down on her own. If it were up to her, Alison's life would revolve her. She doesn't accept that Alison has other friends (the tantrum at the party Alison and Mike threw) or god forbid another sister. She is very vocally against Lucy from the start and only stops when Alison calls her out on it (which parallels 4x02 when Alison told Thomas to stop - though in that case Alison is merely fed up whereas she is actually hurt by Kitty's behaviour). Kitty demands and expects Alison's attention in a way Thomas never has. He's always been content to love her from afar whereas Kitty inserts herself into Alison's life as best as she can and throws a tantrum when she doesn't get her way and often manages to guilt-trip Alison into giving in (the phone call at the party).

Kitty's obsessive behaviour got tuned down in later series but it was there and it was not cute. I found it very off-putting, to be honest, and I never understood why people thought it was cute. Obviously, these are just my personal thoughts and feelings on the matter. I know a lot of people will disagree with me on this (cue anon hate in 3, 2, 1...) because they love the idea of Kitty as this young, sweet, naive girl. But I think if you're calling Thomas out for his behaviour (which you should because as much as I love him, he shouldn't romance a married woman, no matter the reasons), you shouldn't ignore Kitty's actions just because her love for Alison is platonic rather than romantic. That doesn't make what she does okay.

[d34dlysinner]

To that anon that requested something about the MC giving the demons the silent treatment😭 IM SORRY MY TUMBLR HAS BEEN WACK AND REMOVED THE ASK SO I'LL JUST ANSWER IN TEXT

I HOPE YOU'LL FIND THIS POST-

also please come back XD

So let's start by saying that I see two of the kings being needy and begging for your attention and I see two other kings being able to make MC speak. So let's start with the two that will beg for their touch.

So, Leviathan. I feel like he'll be clingy, but still be polite about it. He'll cuddle MC and starts talking to them as a way to get them to speak. If MC doesn't talk he'll say how much he misses their voice and their touch. He'll confess that he wants to be touched and that he needs to feel them. He'll softly give them kisses on their cheek/neck, hoping to get a reaction out of them.

If they still won't respond he'll leave them be and will excuse himself out of the room to masturbate. It's at that moment, when MC hears his moans, that they'll check up on his. His sweet voice was too alluring to ignore. When they check up on him they see him seated on a chair, whimpering and moaning as he moves his hands along his length.

If MC hasn't cracked, because of that then his expression will. He'll give them bedroom eyes, a soft blush adorning his face as he looks at them with a smile spread on his face (as reference look at the Leviathan Bathroom card scene).He knows what effect he has on people, especially if that person was his love. After that MC would help him and that's when they spoke again.

Beel may seem tough outside on the streets, but when he's alone with MC he acts totally different. Especially if they wouldn't talk to him. He'll be cuddling them, kissing their face and neck as a way to try and let then make a sound. He'll even go as far as tickling them. After a while he'll start and grind into them begging for their touch and help.

If they don't react, he'll leave and just finish himself somewhere else before joining them and cuddling up to them again. Hoping that they'll speak in the morning.

If they do talk they'll give out commands. Commands that he'll listen to. These commands would be instructions on how to finish himself. As he listens to their words. Hoping that they'll eventually join in and touch him. When he finished and they didn't help he'll be pouty about it. He'll clean himself off before joining them in the bed. That pout would wash away when MC decides to give him pats. Them touching him was all he wanted that day.

Now we have the demons that would MAKE you talk

Mammon usually is gentle with MC, especially since they're human. When MC is too angry to speak with him, he'll let them be. He doesn't think it's worth it to force you to speak to him. But that changes when he's extra needy for them. He wants them to feel needy for him too. He needed them to feel greedy for him. And he knew exactly what buttons to push to make MC feel this way. He'll "touch" them in bed.

These touches would be faint strokes on their skin and would never be hard enough to make them feel satisfied. It would be like a heat source that would run away from them during a freezing blizzard. They wanted more.

The moment MC let's out a sighs out of dissatisfaction is the moment that they'll give up and beg him to do more. He got them exactly where he wanted. And he would make these feelings worse by teasing them more until they took actions in their own hands.

Satan wouldn't put up with MC's silent treatment. Especially if he's needy.

He always thought that it's cute whenever they're angry, because it's not a sort of anger like him where he actually breaks and rampages things. They were so calm when angry it was impressive, but he needed them to put that anger in use in bed. To let loose.

So up to the moment where they both would enter their shared room, he would give them faint touches. These touches were there to annoy them. Hoping that they'll have a little outburst, but nothing happened. So he gave them a warning before entering the bedroom. He would pull them in his arms and bend over to whisper to them that they had a choice. "You either leave and let me deal with my neediness, or you'll enter the chambers and will experience the spanking and fuck of a lifetime. Your choice.", he says as he let's them go and enters the bedroom.

If MC dares to enter the room he'll walk over to them and pin them to the bed. "You chose this so don't blame me when you're voice is hoarse later.", he says as he gave them a spank as a started for the coming night. Making them gasp at the sudden contact. "See... you're already making sound. Let's see how many times I can make you scream tonight.", he says as he smiles down at them.

[queeenpersephone]

im very curious what is the bella x carlisle fic

omg bless you for asking me about this because i never get to talk about this fic with anyone!!! okay. i have exactly two long fics i reread religiously once a year, and this is one of them. i will never get enough of it.

the fic is called take this heart. the idea is that 'vampire mates' are a more serious business in this universe, with vampires knowing instantly that they're mated when they see each other the first time (but the instinct usually doesn't appear when one person is still human...). so yeah, carlisle and bella are mates (and esme and edward, which is very cute). it also gives bella a darker past (tw: abuse, read the tags for sure). i think the only thing that would stop a person from reading this is the writer's portrayal of charlie, but if you stick it out, charlie's character arc is so so good. i do think you kinda have to take him as a completely au version (canon charlie is a great dad, and he's really not in this fic), but otherwise:

featuring: an incredibly nuanced portrayal of all the twilight characters. i'm serious. jasper moonlights as a therapist but also his traumatic past is well evident in how he clashes with and protects the cullens. edward is incredible, a great friend to bella, in a way that i think romance kinda ruins the possibility of in canon. also, they do some fake dating and it's very entertaining. jacob is hilarious and complex and throw any love triangle bs out because he is there to be bella's BFF. rosalie is frustrating and justified and vengeful and UGH you just have to read it. alice, esme, and emmett play smaller roles, but they come in clutch in key moments. the quileutes and volturi are around and just better than canon in every way. (chelsea is especially very well explained/portrayed)

bella is flawed, difficult to get close to, genuinely funny, quirky without being annoying which is so hard to write. her journey to happiness after so much tragedy is honestly inspiring, and some of the advice that she gets from the people around her (esp jasper) is seriously applicable irl. she loves carlisle in this way that too big for her human soul and it's achingly perfect.

and carlisle... i can't even tell you. he's not perfect, he can be angry and needy while still being that paradoxical vampire doctor, paragon of goodness guy. he has an incredibly complex relationship with god that i feel like is that one canon scene where he talks to bella in new moon x1000. he loves bella in this beautiful, selfish way that is just really really enjoyable to read.

[hellonerf]

OHH same anon as lasg time!!! now rhat we have confirmation of relationships can we maybe get a list of em?

OK... i will try my best... keep in your mind i am ame guy i always think about ame its a torturous existence but i will use this opportune to explain my 2ptalia. i wont make a list cz thats hard so i'll just write as much as i can. long paragraphs here we go

2p fra and 2p eng live in the manor and he's the head of the household there (of like two people lol). 2p eng plays the role of a stay at home mother and 2p fra the father. years back meri and nada lived there as the kids. 2p eng likes playing house but he wants full control of the house so its suffocating for the others. meri especially had always needed particular kinds of help and rejected alot of 2p england's ways. but 2p eng was also very particular about things so they clashed really badly. 2p eng fed him shit like human meat idk how to fit this in but this old 2p thing is so funny to me i have to keep it anyways that was a thing meri was kind of the problem child there. 2p eng did not like meri lol but it was under layers of strange lying and false affections

nada was like... a lying kid he'd just go with what was told of him quietly and kind of halfassedly to get things done. but he also would try to cool down situations to keep himself and meri safe. he fed meri wild berries or whatever other foods that meri wouldn't get sick from and puke out so he didn't end up seriously malnourished... a good older brother. if not a little aloof. (and meri could be difficult sometimes because. you know. obviously. and nada didnt always know how to respond to him properly). he is all annoyed by meri Now bcz of how clingy and needy he is and how meri seems to want him to prioritize his needs over nada's own. meri doesn't intend this but nada to him is someone who'd never drop him anyways and meri wants to feel whatever counts as happy at the moment (does whatever he wants lol).

2p fra is useless husband lol ok but he is a sad sad guy and he doesnt gaf anymore and just stays in the manor and during the brothers childhood mostly turned the other way. he can garden tho theres that! also 2p eng can actually cook he just does shit but he can cook well. hes demanding of his husband and purposefully difficult sometimes... likes testing him.

nada and 2p eng's relationship is a lot better but nada holds his tongue a lot anyways. they get along pretty okay and meri is like im really chill about that (not really)(but well nada likes me more than him anyways... he'll always take my side no matter what he tells england...). meri thinks 2p fra hates him too but 2p fra doesnt he just doesnt gaf about those damn kids. after meri and nada ran away 2p fra was like well i guess this family doesnt really have kids anymore. and 2p eng waslike no they just left for college. (2p fra: college doesnt exis.t.. okay). now meri and nada adventures the small deserted world they live in on a shitty motorcycle doing errands and jobs for people.

now for other guys. 2p ita is an asshole to like everyone but he gets things done. he keeps things in line in most of the area though some people dont listen to him even if he threatens them. he's pretty aware of whats his strengths and what isnt so hes calculating about who and how he exerts control... hes the one who figured out the very faraway portal door to 1p world. he lives in a long asymmetric tower that looks like a radio tower... 2p ger works here for him and basically lives there too. 2p ger is a kind of mechanic thats weirdly clumsy but also really good at his work. (2p ger gives us gratuitous fanservice from tripping over lines that werent there previously and 2p ita pops three whole blood vessels at once!) 2p jp is the bodyguard ish. but he kind of hates being under people so he doesnt always listen to his bosses. (2p ita knows how to get him to listen tho even if its a hassle). 2p ita hires meri and nada to do shit sometimes (mostly nada cz meri is worse at listening than him. but meri shows up there anyways so they get to know each other's working styles). they dont like each other but due to a job now 2p ger, meri, and nada all know about the door so he has to figure out to keep them in check about it

2p pru is 2p ger's older brother that was a major deal but lost his whole arm!!! and is now weak and sad. so 2p ger mostly takes care of him and his mechanical arm. 2p ger has little loyalty to people, but he takes care of his brother anyways. he'd probably sell him out lol but then take care of him after anyways.

2p roma is on the radio Oh i forgot to mention everyone has a little walkie talkie or radio that connects to the radio tower and this is like their only source of entertainment (unless germy lets them borrow his shitty laptop) and well communication of sorts. anyways hes on the radio always and has to keep coming up with material and sometimes has to pretend like hes 2p ita when giving announcements... 2p ita thinks hes annoying and thinks whatever "entertainment" he gives on the radio sucks ass but they got each others backs anyways.

2p japan as i said is a kind of bodyguard but he's very protective of his work and also not friendly like at all. 2p chi is not rly his mentor but they keep running into each other anyways. 2p chi is kind of true idgaf guy he lives in one of the houses closer to the radio tower because its convenient and he couldnt care less about the other people around. he keeps a lot of old things in his house like old jewelry old trinkets just old old things of their world. he might've been the one who found the laptop and just gave to it to 2p ger just cz he asked. 2p ger gets his mechanical materials from him because nobody else keeps shit they find cause they suck and are lazy. so germys always like man that guys the best! and 2p japan grits his teeth and stars come out from him gritting his teeth cz of how hard he grit his teeth. 2p chi does not gaf abt 2p japan of course its like a weird beef... he keeps the old trinkets because its useful and he might find a thing or two that makes his life more convenient... if not he'll sell or give them away. he listens to the radio and thinks it sucks but not much else to do.

2p spain is a little further away from the radio tower but he's there. he lives in someplace that looks like a church but if you walk in its basic house interior. he is a shit guy but knows and keeps and sells information around here. 2p ita has beef with him for that(but its fine... he's a patient guy... kgh...) and instead of talking directly for managing stuff he just sends 2p roma to do it.(romas like i dont rly wanna... but fine.. cz im just rly charitable...) 2p spain likes throwing glass at people thats just a thing he does. meri and nada doesnt like doing jobs for him but he pays a lot so they do it anyways. 2p ger wouldnt mind working for him but 2p spain doesnt trust his weird mechanics and technology... he does things manually. of course he doesnt know but many things of his house runs on the same mechanics...

2p russia is closer to the radio tower than 2p spain is but relatively not close. he likes keeping the plants and ecosystem in this world alive because nobody else is managing it. (2p fra would but he's in that fuckass manor all the time... this pisses 2p rus alot cz instead of being useful to the environment hes just There). meri has no idea but the only reason there was wild berries all around and various non-meat food is cz of 2p rus. 2p rus barely knows of him tho he just hears abt them like oh those two who would do anything for a little piece of money. 2p russia always has the radio on because information is valuable even if right now its just a shitty improvised soap opera on the radio... he doesnt like other people and only interacts if he must.

aaand i forgot to mention but 2p eng's manor has one singular radio connected to the radio tower but its like always turned off and hidden. 2p eng doesnt like 2p ita and doesnt agree with how he runs things at all and is the one who is most uncooperative with him. thats why 2p eng is really secluded living in the manor... he's the furthest away from the radio tower. 2p ita thinks hes a freak but hes mostly not causing trouble for him so he lets him do whatever that shit is.

[pumpkinsy0]

Ahaha guess who isn’t coping well rn? Me!

Context: today my period came and now I feel all nauseous and sad. But I solider on and went to do some shopping for some food. Issue? my dad also had like a bad day cause of his meeting. So when he found out I didn’t get his like alcohol he got mad. Not like SUPER mad more like passive aggressive mad??

I feel TERRIBLE because I made his day worse. But I’m also just sad right now. I love my dad so much but I feel like sometimes he just CAN’T be there for me. I can’t always ask for loving because he’ll think I’m being weird or needy. Or when I have a bad day, he’s also having a bad day. So I need to suck it up and act fine cause HE needs to let his feelings out. And I just- I just want my dad. I want him to hug him, I want to not have to earn his love, I just— I want him to stop being angry.

SORRY!! I’m venting majorly hard rn and that’s silly and stupid. But I was hoping you could do HC’s of this for one of the Curtis Gang Members. Maybe how that character would handle this. Maybe they’ll have better luck then me.

hey anon!!! im sorry to hear what ur goin through, u dont deserve it, so dont beat urself up!!! ur living ur own life and u shouldnt feel ashamed that u couldnt help someone else live theirs, plus bad day or not, no matter what it doesnt give someone the right to treat u poorly, its not ur fault!!! not even in the slightest!!!! ur sick on too of that, if ur dad cant show some compassion for that, hes the problem

BUT ITS OK!! its not silly or stupid, ur perfectly fine!!!

w all that said letsssss go w fem two bit w her dad here!! (yes this is genderswapped, but lets just say for this sake, twos dad and mom r the same and didnt swap genders)

•two loves her dad, which she knows is pretty odd considering hes one of the biggest con man she knows and even cons her sometimes but she just cannot help it no matter how many times shes mad at him

•two constantly feels like she needs to prove herself to him in order to get him to say “atta girl”, and in a twisted way, she really does but not really???

•two dad doesnt love her completely, but he does love her to a certain extent, he mostly loves what he can do FOR him and to a smaller extent loves her for her, thats guaranteed

•ANYWAYS, two’s sick and her dad got back home from this one con he tried doing that absolutely fucking busted, he got home and he was already annoyed, anything could set him off

•now he had this other thing planned, what was it??? till this day two doesnt know, BUT he told her to steal something for him, only problem is, she didnt get the right one, and she thought he would at least commend her for getting it, bc it was no easy feat, but she showed it to him, and he didnt go off on her, but she did see a look of disappointment and anger before he up and left to go to the couch, which made her feel worse

•for a good while, when he saw her around the house, he would make a comment about something she did, and it got to a point where two just couldnt take it and locked herself in her room till her mom came home late at night from work, just to avoid seeing him

•two mom HATES them hanging out the way they do and can always tell when something happened so when she sees twos dad at the table drinking and grumbling and twos door locked, she knows whats up and tries comforting two but it doesnt work, twos just beating herself up, so twos mom goes to her dad

•all two heard was yelling, it wasnt for long, maybe for 10 mins, but she ended up going to sleep to escape, she was just tired, hungry, and thirsty

•next day, he dad took her out, but it was so weird, bc its one of the only times hes seen him be hesitant near her, well with anyone really

•he drove her around town for a bit trying to make conversation, but failing miserably, and two knew he was trying to apologize, horrendously and in his own way, but he was trying, and to her that felt like enough, felt like a lot actually

[iheartchv]

Can You Do A Vampire Mikey x F!Reader But In Bayverse And With Prompts And Can You Do A Lemon For It Too

142. “Bite me.” 132. “Argue all you want, we both know you belong to me.” 58. Turtle bedroom 89. Mating season 74. “Just relax.” 32. “Do you trust me?” 79. “Lay back and let me take care of you.” 96. Making out 123. “Don’t hold back.” 151. “Do you know how a turtle takes his mate?” and Turning into a vampire

Oh i haven't written about Mikey in a good minute 😈🧡

Sorry for it being short/messy, im just now getting over a cold 🤒🤧

Prompts(c) @turtle-babe83

Everyone in this is 18+. This is written by an adult for adults. No one under 18 please.

🌙🦉 Night Owl 🦉🌙

It couldnt be more perfect. You always were up late at night. That's when you also met Mikey, informally. The next few nights were spent wondering what it was you saw. He tapped on your window outside and introduced himself. You both talked till the morning light. No one ever intrigued you as much as he did. And its been like this every night.... until something happened.

*

You talked about your day (because Mikey liked to hear what you did during the daytime, plus you already knew he was a vampire so he couldn't be around during the day) and what you and your friends did. You noticed that Mikey was looking annoyed, maybe a little distant. You asked,"What's with you, Mikey?"

"It's nothing. Its just- Could you talk about something else besides your guy friends?"

"Why does that bother you?"

"Because you're mine."

Was he... getting jealous? His eyes seemed to glow a brighter blue than usual. He looked predatory. This was a side of him you've never seen before, and it scared you a little.

"I dont belong to anyone. I'm my own person. Besides you're the one who asked about my day. You don't have to be jealous over a guy."

"But you're my gir- uh, friend."

"You're what?"

"... Friend. Best friend...."

"That's not what I heard."

Well, cat's out of the bag. Everything flew out the window. Mikey pulled your whole upper torso out the window to pull you to his lips. His kiss was wild, needy.

You swear you felt a sharp tooth, possibly a fang, as it lightly grazed your lips. You groaned and grunted as his hold on you never waivered. "Mikey!" you cried against his lips. You pushed at his plastron, trying make him let go. "Let me go!"

He reluctantly released you. You huffed trying to catch your breath. Your blood rushed through your body.

And he knew...

"I know your thoughts. You can fight and argue all you want, we both know you belong to me." he huffed out, trying to calm himself before he decided to continue devouring you. He wanted to, but not here, not now. "I'll talk to you later, 'kay?" He turned and left, fading into the night.

You felt restless now. Eveything that happened and everything he said played over and over in your mind. You tried to sleep but that didn't no good. You were just as restless. You dreamed of you and Mikey being intimate with each other. He was pleasuring you in ways you didn't think possible. It was a wet dream, and felt so real; you could still feel his rough fingers glide over your skin. It felt like he was there with you, making you feel this way. Your body ached, it craved him.... for many nights...

🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙🌙

》》 *fast forward* 》》

Mikey called you to come over to his place. You wanted to before, but he told you it wasn't the right time. Plus it was for your safety... from his family. He wanted to talk to you but didn't want to be interuppted by his family or anyone on the surface; he wanted some privacy for once.

He gave you directions on where to go. You wrote them down but when you actually got to the sewers, it was like a maze. You took out your phone and texted him:

💗You'll look for me if i get lost, right?

🧡Don't worry, babes, i got you ;>

You trudged through the sewer tunnels the best you could, following the directions written on a note on your phone. It felt like forever but you made it to the destination. Mikey snuck up behind you and hugged you.

"See, told ya i got ya."

You giggled. He led you the rest of the way through the sewers to the lair. You was amazed at how it looked. All you could do was stare in awe.

"Come on, let's go to my room where we can get... comfortable. Oh, and have some privacy."

"Where's..."

"My bros and dad's out for the night... you know, doing vampire stuff and ninja stuff."

You went along with what he said. You didn't know a whole lot about his family. You wanted to meet them sometime.

Mikey sat on the edge of his bed, patting a spot next to him, motioning you to sit. "Care to join me?" He smirked at you, and the way his fang peeked out made him look sexier, which made your heart race. You slowly sat down and felt yourself kinda sink in the mattress, leaning you towards him.

His eyes then locked with yours. "I've gotta ask you something. Do you... do you like me?"

"But you already-"

"Yeah, yeah, I already know. But I want to hear you say it..."

His eyes made your heart pound. They were so gorgeous, burning like a light blue flame. Or maybe sapphires. Its like they stared into your soul.

"I..." you breathed in and out. "I like you, Mikey. I dont know when or why, but I just do." you confessed. You even told him that when it was about dawn, you didn't want him to leave. You wanted to talk to him more.

"Well, I've got a deal for you. You and me can talk all you want and more. We'll have all the time in the world. But that means giving up your humanity, Angelcakes. So, how about it, Y/N? Do you want to be a vampire, and be my... queen of the night? My little night owl?"

His large hand cupped a side of your cheek, and your smaller hand rested on top of his. You closed your eyes, loving how gentle he was with you. But you could tell by the look in his eyes that he was holding something back.

You had thought about it since finding out that Mikey was a vampire mutant turtle. The more you thought about it, the more your mind leaned toward the idea. There was times when you just wanted to quit being a human and be free to be and do what you wanted. Humanity was becoming such a burden. Also you couldn't stand the thought of Mikey being so alone all this time, and didn't want him to be lonely anymore.

"Yes. If it means I get to be with you."

"Y/N, you don't know how much this means to me." His mouth crashes into yours, wanting to kiss you deeper. He moaned at your taste and felt his body coming alive. His chest rumbled with something primal. He needed you. He let go to let you breathe. ( he learned his lesson about kissing you for so long )

"You mean so much me, babygirl. Though technically vampires are the undead, I've never felt so alive before you."

His arousal grew, and the longer he kissed you and touched you he could smell yours. He had to have you. Masturbation wasn't cutting it anymore. He had to know every scent, every taste, of your body. The sound of your heart pumping beat in his ears.

"Angel, you" His mouth gently snaked down to your neck, his tongue leaving a trail of a tingling and burning sensation on your skin. "smell so good..."

You moaned and held onto his head, holding him to you. He teased and tasted your sensitive spot below your ear. You whimpered as his hands rubbed your sides and curves. "Mikey~ Bite me~."

"Do you trust me?" He paused. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt you or take away your choices. "There's no going back if I do... Are you sure?"

Your hips wriggled; your body was desperate, and you were on the verge of tears. You wanted him, to belong to him. "Yes~ Please~" you pleaded.

"Alright, sweetie. Just relax."

Mikey latched onto your neck, piercing your skin like biting into an apple. He felt the warm life essence coat his tongue and go down his throat. The taste was exquisite. Your blood wasn't like any other. Your cries of pleasure echoed off the walls and back.

He lapped at the two wounds he made, trying to stop it from bleeding. As much as he wanted to take you, he had to wait patiently till you were ready. He checked to make sure you was fine. When you told him that you were... thirsty, he smirked devilishly at you.

"Am I a vampire?"

"Yeah, but the rituals not finished. I gotta claim you and make you mine." he purred near your ear."Do you know how a turtle takes his mate?" A vision of you underneath Mikey entered your mind. Shivers ran down your spine, making your body arch into him. His arms circled you and pulled you fully into his lap, pulling your mouth to his. He continued where he left off.

"Mikey~"

You could taste your blood on his tongue. The coopery taste ignited a hunger, a thirst, and you eyed his neck. Wonder what itd be like to sink your new fangs into his neck?

Any piece of clothing was removed, and both you and Mikey took time exploring each others bodies. He praised you with how wet you felt around his finger, how good you tasted. "Is this what you've been dreaming about, y/n?" You didnt answer but he knew anyway; you knew that he knew the dreams you had late at night.

Your fingers went from his plastron and made their way down to the erection he already sported. He was bigger than the human size. You pleasured him, too, wanting to make him feel just as good. You also let him know how badly you wanted him. After a while, Mikey stopped your ministrations.

"I like what you're doing, but I gotta have you, baby. I know you want it, too." he softly chuckled."Lay back and let me take care of you."

Desire rushed through your veins as your back met his bed. Your body automatically opened itself to him. The lustful look in his eyes made you shiver. Slowly he pushed his cock inside you, stretching you to fit him. The mewls and whimpers urged him on after stopping for a minute once he was fully inside you. Long slow strokes of his hard on were given, making you arch your back, moaning out his name.

"Michelangelo!"

"Oh my god, Mikey~ You feel so good💖"

Once he got into the rhythm he grabbed the back of your knees and pushed them up to your chest. His hips then rocked into you at a speed yoh could only describe as superhuman... or supermutant. He was so deep in you, you thought you could feel him in your stomach. He brought you close to your orgasm already.

"That's right, baby. Scream my name, let everyone know who you belong to," he grunted between thrusts."Don't hold back."

Hold back you didn't. You cried out in the ultimate bliss, your insides clenching around Mikey and milking him of his seed as rope after thick rope shot into your womb. Mikey moaned as his muscles clamped down for one of the most amazing orgasms he's ever had.

After coming down from your high, he held you to him. His hands tangled in your hair and smoothed down your back. He then let you drink some of his blood, to strengthen the bond between you, he said.

He was still hard, but waited till you were ready for round 2. "Are you ready, Angel?"

"I'll always be ready for you...~"

[fluffallamaful]

c!dnf is heartbreaking, lol. Dream takes away George’s kingship to protect him after someone tries to assassinate him and George takes it as a sign that Dream doesn’t think of him as a friend/loved one anymore, George can never visit Dream in prison despite constantly waiting outside and always holding onto Dream’s shield no matter what, he has dreams of burning the whole SMP to the ground and killing everyone and everything because fuck it, what does it matter anymore, and is just generally devastated by his lack of agency in anything — all the while Dream’s whole plan is, on some level, for George’s sake. (One Big Happy Family.) (George is at the very top of his planning board in the prison. George has never left his mind, not really.)

Anyway, c!dnf headcanons, you say? How about in the Pet Dream AU, blob!Dream spends a good portion of his time with George as his owner (second only to Quackity) and is constantly struggling to get close to him while letting out happy chirps whenever he so much as gets a glimpse of him in public. George actually plays hard-to-get with the little thing whenever it chases him around, even if he can’t stop laughing the whole time. (He kicks it out of his house a few times, only to wake up to it snuggling into his chest and purring.) (Whenever the blob is being annoying he responds by wrecking its tummy. This is not a deterrent in any way whatsoever.)

fzyxyshs yes yes cdnf is literally so unbreaking like it’s so beautifully tragic and perfect ☹️ i feel like i don’t get to discuss them enough on my blog so i’m so happy 😭 they just are the ones that drive each other up the wall. they would destroy their own worlds for each other

(discussion belowowww)

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AND SO NATURALLY YOU PUT HIM INTO THE PET AU IM GOING TO CRY 😖😖😖😖 blob dream just being so needy for george’s attention :(( and so unable to hide his reactions when he even just sees gogy?? i’m feckin imagining them playing hide and seek?? but with blob dream getting too distressed if he can’t find george after a certain amount of time and george unhiding out of sympathy??

i love the idea of him playing hard to get as well. like he just enjoys messing with the fact that the little white blob at his door is so desperate to see him. like shutting the door in his tiny pathetic face is just amusing. the squeak of dismay that he hears through the wooden door. i also love the idea of him trying to give him tickles to make the little blob give him some space. except that this only makes dream even more clingy

like you know those videos of people throwing their cats or sliding them across the floor and the cats coming back for them to do it again? i can imagine george doing that with blob dream and tickles. like say he’s trying to concentrate on a book or crafting or something,, and blob dream keeps nuzzling into his hands and getting in his way… he’ll just like, grab the blob, wiggle his finger on his tummy until his squeaks of joy start turning into little wheezes, and then just roll him away. of course a few seconds later dream will be back for more though hehe

🦙🦙🦙…

[jazzzyx]

Raison d'etre Prologue 1

-Beginning Story 1—

(The first year of establishment of ES! Mid March. Saiku Sects boarding house in Paris)

Shu:

In other words, I still get ridiculed about my string phones. I wonder if there is-

Mika:

I wonder what yayu is doing? It sounds cute~!

Shu:

Am I being laughed at? Who are you acting unfamiliar with.

Mika:

Hmm, don't cha think it is different from being ridiculed? Are ya amused?

Shu:

Eh, are you distinguished between the two? And are you thinking of the former as slander and the latter as a favorable expression?

Mika:

Well, I can't think of difficult things…..

Why’re ya so irritated Oshi-san? Was’ funny hearin ya talk about your own rules in your room chattin’?

When I'd bring my phone in my room, my roommate would say, “Ah, today is the day kagehira talks with his Oshi-san on the phone”.

I'm so Grateful for that~ im happy~

Shu:

Are you angry at the fact the string phone is tied to me?

Perhaps I'm still a grumpy, anachronistic elderly needy caregiver among the insidious folks of my homeland?

HA! Not being able to refresh the inside of my head is proof of my aging. Nodayo!

Mika:

Are you try’n to hit me? Oshi-san?

What's happened? Was there somethin’ you didn't like about college?

Shu:

Are you in any position to be worrying about others?

Have you become noble?

That's right! You are already a full-fledged person! Can you walk on your own without me taking care of you??

Congratulations pinocchio!? I'm glad you've become human.

Mika:

(Hmmm. After all, Oshi-san’s usually frustrated all the time. Ru~**

In the case of Oshi-san, the more excited he gets and in a good mood, the angrier he gets.)

(Seriously, why are ya’ so angry? Well, it's probably all my fault)

(I have no idea….)

(Oshi-san said to me, “you came all this way to paris, even though i was busy at the end of the school year”.)

(Far from complimenting me, he started to get irritated at me when I said I'd’ be livin’ in seisokan as usual from next year.)

(What am I doing? Tis different from oshi-san's plan isn't it??)

(It's a burn.. Work on Valkyrie is basically done only in japan, so its more efficient to have it done locally)

(Unlike Oshi-san, i don't really want ta’ study in a foreign country. I cant enter the same university as my Oshi-san either)

(Is it selfish of me to say I want to live with my Oshi-san?)

(I'm not going to bother the people at Oshi-sans boarding house, can i do anything even if I'm here?)

(I'm lonely, but…… is it annoying if I snuggle up to Oshi-san just because I'm alone?)

Shu:

Non! Are you still in there kagehira-kuun? Did you forget to wind up the mainspring?

Mika:

Hmmm… did you call me “kun”~? I feel so distant and lonely.!

Shu:

Is this enough? Because I am too familiar with you right?

I'm confused because of that, and I'm serious about preparing a new life for you. I bowed my head to the landlord, secured a room, and got all the furniture ready, Kakaka!

Well, it all ended up being in vain! Laugh at me!

Mika:

Hmmm..? if my Oshi-san wants me to, I'll start the procedures fer’ things like moving from now on, right?

Shu:

I don't need it, I don't need it! Bring back the furniture and other items that I prepared for you, sell them, and use them as funds for Valkyrie activities!

By the way, do you take pride in the fact that you will also have to go home and sell the works that I have created in this past year!?

We werent able to perform satisfactorily in that “SS”, great war that divided our world..

I was forced to do a slapstick drama that I wasn't used to, and it probably ruined my reputation.

In order to wipe away that defect, let's start a new artistic activity with the sold funds.

In fact, it wasn't the time to get carried away with the new life yet..

Mika:

I can't stand it… i didnt think my Oshi-san was lookin’ forward to living with me that much..

Shu:

Who?... What?..... Who was looking forward to living with you?!?!?

Don't be a self-indulgent kagehira! Mostly, you're always suggestive, don't go misunderstanding me..

((Phone Ringing))

Shu:

Eh??

Mika:

What's happened, Oshi-san?

Shu:

Stop that timid animal-like behavior! Frustrating!

It's just one phone call. But while guests are here..? The landlord doesn't even call me out of consideration, but… is there something urgent?

Mika:

Call? Ah~ I should really be quiet.

(Hmm, it might have been helpful. This will cutoff the strange atmosphere.)

Shu:

Hello, what is it brother? It's unusual to hear from you.

Oh, oh, it's annoying isn't it? I'm doing well, I begged you to leave me alone. Jus-

…….

—-...Eh?

…….. ……. ……. …..Understood.

Hmmm…I'll be back soon.

Mika:

What's the matter? It looks like you've died and come back. What happened?

Shu:

Grandfather……

Mika: Huh?

Shu:

My Grandfather passed away early this morning.

-Story 1 End-

[overgrownmoon]

ventpost below i need to yell into the void some more

ok i had dinner and i feel better but man there’s a lot on my mind right now and if i don’t yell about it somewhere i might explode. the problem is i don’t really know who irl might be able to genuinely help me with this issue. let me get into it, while trying to not give out too many personal details.

my baby brother is 17 years younger than me. yea, big gap. he’s actually my half brother, my stepdad and mom got married a few years ago. look, i love my stepdad. i love my bro. but… man, do i have complicated feelings.

i’m terrified we’ll never be close due to the age gap. we might never relate to each other or find common ground. i mean, im gonna move out and he’ll spend most of his childhood knowing me as someone who doesn’t live with him. will he see me as a sibling? will i just be another annoying family member mom makes him say hi to?

how can i even say that part of me is angry he exists? how can i say that and feel good about myself? listen, i dont like feeling that way, but there is a part of me that is so upset that he was born.

my younger brother and I were sat down and told the news when mom was a month pregnant. i spent the moments leading up to that reveal praying that this wouldn’t be a pregnancy announcement. then I had to pretend i wasnt thinking that. i told mama i was happy and felt so guilty, like i was lying. i’m not sure if i wasn’t.

we were never consulted. at no point did mama or my stepdad ask us how we would feel about a new sibling. never were we included in that conversation. i’m sorry, don’t i live here? isn’t this my family? don’t i have a voice in this? it felt unfair, like i wasn’t even considered as someone who would have feelings about this. it’s a huge life change, i would’ve liked to at least be asked! i still feel betrayed. and i feel selfish that i do.

no, i didn’t want a new baby in the house. i was happy with my younger bro and my new stepsister from stepdad’s side, who lives in a different state than me. i thought our family was enough. when the baby was announced, i suddenly felt that maybe i wasn’t enough. maybe me and my brother weren’t enough.

are we not enough? why did mama want another? did we not love her enough? did my stepdad not love us enough? why would they have felt that they needed a new baby between them, a new child born from their marriage, when we kids were already there? what sort of need did they feel to “validate” or “deepen their bond?” y’all are married, we had the ceremony and everything, was it not enough? i don’t understand.

it’s hard for me to understand. i have tokophobia, the fear of pregnancy. i describe it as a phobia since the very mention of it makes me feel sick and upset. i get uncomfortable just seeing a visibly pregnant person in public. the idea of a being growing inside me and using my energy frightens me, and the whole ordeal that is birth sounds like a torture scene from a horror movie. i can’t fathom why someone would want to go through that a third time! i can’t even imagine wanting to do it once!

i know it’s not my baby bros fault. he didn’t choose to be born. he’s here, and we can’t undo that. i’ll do my best to love him and raise him in this home. i’m so, so scared of the future, though.

i’m scared because i see so much of my own childhood fears coming through. as a kid i felt like a burden. that i was a leech on my parents money and time. i felt guilty for having the problems and issues every kid has because i felt that i was being an undue burden, some kind of obstacle against my parent’s happiness. i thought they would be happier if i didn’t exist, and if they were free to go travel and vacation without a needy child to take care of. in many ways i’m still shaking off those old thoughts about myself; i still find it hard to ask for help without feeling like i’m just making more problems for everyone.

will the baby feel like that? will he watch me and my brother move out, get jobs, while he has to live at home for another decade? will he watch other folks my parents age, whose children are out of the house and are free to go and do whatever they want, and feel that he is the reason his own parents can’t? will he feel that he is the burden of the family, like i did?

i hate that feeling. i don’t want him to feel that way. no kid should feel that way. i especially hate that sometimes i feel myself thinking that way about him; being annoyed that i have to watch him instead of going somewhere, that we have to be back in time for his nap instead of staying out, that we can’t go out at all because we don’t have a sitter for him. i hate it. it’s not his fault. i know that. but after going a few years where we as a family could be spontaneous, could go and do and be out for however long we wanted, and then be put back in a restrictive schedule - it sucks. i liked that freedom and i want it back. that’s not fair to him.

i don’t feel like a very good big sibling, or a very good person saying all of this. i don’t feel good at all. i struggle talking about this to anyone because that’s mum family i’m talking about, a little boy, and how dare i speak so evilly about my little baby brother? i feel like a monster. i’m could never say anything about this to mama; she’d be so hurt, because that’s her baby i’m talking about. it sucks because i can talk to mama about anything else but this. we have always been so close and i feel like this is driving. a wedge in that, because i don’t think we will ever be able to see eye to eye and understand each others views. mama had always wanted children; i will be happy with none. i dont think we’d ever be able to find a solution.

i don’t know what to do. of course i’ll never take it out on the baby, but i’m so scared of this turning into resentment that i can’t help but show around him. i can’t do that to him, make him think i hate him for something he had no control over. yet, how does one ever figure out these complicated thoughts? i don’t think i ever will. that’s terrifying to think about.

uh, thanks for reading, i guess. irl moots please know i’m fine, currently. just really in the weeds at the moment. im tired.

shit, man, family. i thought mine was already complicated enough.